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Ok, I haven't been active here on DA for a has gotten the best of me, lately. My marriage has ended, and I found out that the person I was with for over 2.5 years probably was never honest about who he really was the whole time. I should've gone with my gut instinct that kept telling me something wasn't right, but, anyway, I've fallen madly in love with someone, fast, I know, but things have been in motion for quite some time. I found out that my ex has been in an online relationship, possibly behind my back. I'm not used to being involved in drama, didn't want to bring my drama here, but thought my friends would like to know what has been keeping me away from one of the few things I'm somewhat good at. I am happy now, so, I'm working on things off and on. Thank you for caring, lol. Until next time.....
Ok, some of you may have noticed my absence for the past week or so, well, thanks to a friend, I've been trying out LuxrenderDS and I'm loving it, but getting frustrated at the same time. I have been wanting to make my renders a little more realistic looking, and didn't know this even existed. After about 2-3 days racking my brain on how to install the damned thing, I finally got everything working, but still trying to figure out how to use it properly. I've searched google and youtube on videos, but I keep finding Luxrender & Blender, but not Daz Studio. So, I'm teaching myself, slowly but surely. I've got well over 4500 images in my inbox that you awesome people have created, and feel sad when I get tempted to just purge the whole thing, I promise I'll try to get through most of them, but, I can only do so much, lol. Just thought I'd catch everyone up to speed with what's going on, thanks for watching, and hope to upload something very soon. :D
Ok, I've been apart of several groups for a while now, but lately I've been noticing I've been criticized more and more for the moods of my works...WTF?! I continue to see other artists who may be a little less detailed as myself, but they continue to get accepted right away, while I sit on my images waiting and waiting to get the submissions accepted...I didn't realize this was a popularity contest. I see some people that have very bright and carefree images, that are beautiful, and I see images like mine, that have a darker mood. Why does it seem to have to be one way? Not everyone in life is happy, and not everyone can pull of a mood they don't feel. Ugh! Sorry, just felt like I needed to clarify some things. Maybe I should just give up the whole "group" thing, and go back to being just me... Just please remember, art isn't supposed to be one way or the other...that's what makes it art!